you know what……….
fuck you to anyone that ever did me wrong.
Make friends, loose friends, get stepped on my friends, get ignored by friends, get betrayed by friends.
what the fuck are friends?
Who is there for me when I actually need someone or someone to talk to ?
No one. I am always, ALWAYS there for so many people.. Never turn my back.. I am tired of the constant headaches, the constant pain I feel from everyone around me. Been putting up with this shit from everyone for far too long .
I feel that If I disappeared.. nobody would question or care.
I ask people to hang out, I get no responses ever or the “cant” or “im busy”
Oh? well did you not want to hang out like yesterday and now actually trying to make plans you don’t want too?
People only ever come around me if
1. they need a ride
2. they need somebody to talk too
3. They want money
4. If they have nothing better to do
5. If they are lonely
6. If they have questions about a particular subject
7. If they need help with anything..
what the fuck.
i Actually put effort in and constantly get walked on by all walks of life……………
I watch my girlfriend go through this same shit too and go back to the same group of “friends” . I am so irritated and pissed off……
Starting to close the doors & building up the walls.
Now: I stop showing up for work at walmart because they are fucking assholes.. literally they are.. My back gets fucked up and they stll expect me to be there lifting shit etc.. excuse me? Im getting paid11 dollars and hour.. 9 hour shifts… to break my body ? and get treated like a big pile of worthless shit? Fuck you. So stopped going.. Now I am going to be roofing again for double what I got at walmart.. and believe it or not…. this job is not as demanding as my old one..
Im sick of being treated like garbage..
I want change..